Question about infinity.?

Its limited thinking in regards to infinity. You are counting, and if infinity was only a measure of counting your argument would prove it to be a paradox. However Infinity is everything in its entirety in that instant, if that makes sense. For example I say infinity, I am not counting 1, 2, 3, so on, instead I have presented all possible numbers in an instant, and so that number X you refer to is reached, right when infinity is spoken. Only in our mind to we understand things to go in order, and if you see not everything goes in order i.e. paradoxes, and there is one more level above paradoxes, and that is how you need to view infinity...that level is.